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Despair?

by Come Gather Round Us

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1.
Home 03:46
I don't have a heart I don't have a thing to say I don't have a thought that's kind or generous today I don't have a reason or a means of escape I don't have a thought that's kind or generous today Home, take me home Tell me, where might I belong Home, take me home Tell me, which way did I come from I was dreaming of the ice And swimming for the ocean I don't dream of flying but I dream of falling Home
2.
Windchime 03:32
I left all my records down south, and my warm clothes in a dusty box My world's a blown-out, empty house And it comes as a shock to know, that I'm the one who made it that way Help me, help me, I've fallen Can you hear me calling? I'm like a windchime, singing for the sunshine I want the world to know I can do better, than this Mother, you've a kind hand and a cold hand We are split in two, I've the best and the worst parts of you And judgment is a slippery sword, it's a treacherous weapon to use We turn it on the ones we love and then cry for the blood that they lose chorus And it's easy to fail in the eyes of the empire But there is a different story to tell You must speak words of love to yourself So you can speak words of love to everyone else Give gifts of love to yourself So you can give gifts of love to the ones you love
3.
You won't decide for me, who is my enemy You can't stop me, I will sing my love for Islam Cause I learned from Ghandi, and Jesus he spoke to me Of freedom or death, freedom or death When Russian children grew, they were told all about me and you We, the evil empire creeping over the world Where is their evidence, we just spend our money on defense 500 billion a year Empires, they invade and occupy, impose their ideologies You know, the Afghans they will die until they've kicked us out Cause like you they are all about, freedom or death, freedom or death Ten years ago they showed, on British television The luckiest Nut in the World, you should check that film out Of course, you'd have to use the internet, Cause it's not been shown on American TV networks yet You'll learn just how they put the world in debt Lover, did they get you yet? You've earned your credit rating, hell they've got your arse now So you cry freedom or death Freedom or death
4.
I am somewhere in the middle of these fundamental hardlines Bending themselves backwards 'til they touch There's just one fundamental thing, makes me want to stand and sing That's The Source But if you drink the blood of Christ, and it makes you feel superior Then it's just wine Holy, Holy white ghosty Your old man upstairs got a lot of love its true He loves your enemies as much as He loves you Stop your bickering, listen to your Holy Father You goddamn kids To my drunken friends, you're beautiful, I don't mind The way your mouths flap open all the time But I mourn the loss of your ears, when conversation disappears But it's just the wine, the goddamn wine Shhh -- I hear quiet voices singing What chance have we? We are the moderate minority And who can use a moderate heart To fight with the insanity of our leaders and our enemies But there's more of us than we believe We are an army, don't be scared to speak out openly But don't just tell them they're wrong, you gotta be in love with everyone Holy white ghosty
5.
And if you dive the sea will open up Cover you with arms of airless love And if you can not breathe then you will know You were never meant to sink so low I could tell you all the dreams I've been dreaming But you know them without knowing them, it seems They're like characters in a book I am writing They know their own way, know their own way The underlord will greet you with a trident Take your life or send you on your way And if you wake a-wishing to remember You'll know that you must fight another day I could tell you all the dreams I've been dreaming They might make you cry or make you laugh I could your pour you out a glass of what I'm thinking You might take a sip and hand it back And when they forge a foot for you of iron You'll realize it was coming all the time They will not let you leave now, so beware Of becoming too beloved to folks down there In the floating world, nothing ever changes In the floating world, nothing remains the same In the murky depth of bluish light and shadow You lose something, you won't see it again
6.
Despair 03:15
She is a heavy blanket It's the ultimate in cowardice To crawl under and stay there I've been her lover in that dark, dark lair Despair Embracing existence takes a brave, brave soul Life gives you tough love, makes you be responsible Despair says - put yourself inside me There's so much comfort down there Despair Life is demanding of your bleeding heart For hope and love you must believe Despair asks nothing, you just lie back and grieve Your struggle's over she will always be there I don't want to be my mother crying, wetting the floor Screaming how she can't take no more But I don't want to have a trigger that flips the darkness on Leaving me empty like a smoking gun Sometimes my skin and my soul, they won't play Then one harsh word from you, and she just drags me away, 'til you say Heaven's sake brother don't you dwell in the place Man, push her arms from 'round you, slap that bitch in the face Heaven surrounds you, but you got to fight to be there The devil is despair
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Oh, Janey's flying She got up from her seat, spread her arms and took a big leap, And now, now Janey's flying. And now's shes floating around up there in the air, Completely unaware, that it's impossible And now she's cruising down the street Except she's about ten feet above it all, She's passing cars and bicycles Cuz she can go fast, I hope she can last I'm afraid she might fall -- it's why I don't call And I bet I look real small from up there, real small Ooh here's what she done for me, she touched my heart She touched my heart for me, and tore me apart Oh, Janey's flying There she goes, I bet she don't even know how unkind it was to leave me behind, here on the ground, while she gets to be heaven-bound Oh but looks here she comes, she's giving me a smile and a fly-by but i think it means goodbye chorus Oh, Janey's flying I bet she's going 50-miles an hour She's passing buildings and towers Dodging clouds and dodging planes And Lord, she looks like one of them angels
8.
Modern Mythology (free) 03:27
We can bring an army, or a loaded gun Or a mountain of paperwork blocking the sun The word of the law and the men who explain it Some who can change it, Some who can break it The gas chamber is primed Species go in two by two in a line The hours of suicide watch are extended We have been chosen to rule Sleep now and don't be a fool Take your modern mythology We can insure you invest you and pension you You can keep spending when working is done We can protect you from the foreign governments All that we need is your trust and your sons God eats out of our hands Just keep on breeding and ploughing the lands Nature's been swell but her contract has ended We have been chosen to rule Sleep now and don't be a fool Take your modern mythology You should be afraid You could lose everything for which you've paid But sleep now and you will be saved Take your modern mythology
9.
Frontline 05:14
Cathy and I drove night and day down to South by Southwest I walked my weary feet around, smiled my very best Felt like I was grabbing for honey, arm deep in a bees nest I talked an hour away with Karl from Wave Machines He was buzzing from a showcase, victory had sharpened his dreams We talked about my battle scars and outsider schemes He said, "You and Cath, you could really build this thing, Get that machine working for you. You guys -- Wouldn't you guys be great in the Albert Hall?" And I thanked him for his kindness and said... You'll never make the machine work for you, delusions of grandeur You make work well as a part of that old machine But I don't, so I won't be giving my heart no more To that longheld, corrupted dream That drink feels good in your throat, but it hurts your head That pen feels good in your hand 'til the ink runs red You know it's not that I don't care I care too much, that might be the thing Just found that we can't play the game no more And since then we been fighting on the frontline of a war We're on the front of a war We're on the frontline And I hope not, but it feels to me like we might be the last line of defense Soda, you're an old fashioned eccentric A veteran and a native of everywhere There must be more than sugar rushes making you tick Gave him a ride to the west coast, but we never found out his trick I like watching singers when they're tired out Their hearts are beating close to mine My heart's addicted to that frontline
10.
Not a good day, not a good day to be a rabbit Shaking, drinking coffee, getting stressed out by the internet Gotta pay for this hole, this heat Gotta care for this soul, these teeth The wind blows, I feel it in my long feet I can smell the hunger chasing after fresh meat The hedge is high and it's hard to see I don't trust my senses, this is what undoes me And you will learn to run You will learn to hide You will learn to smile You will learn to lie You will learn to want You will learn to try Remember time is short in this life We gather when the sun goes down to share our wishes And if we learned to speak perhaps some day someone could hear us We gather when the sun goes down, we share untruths We say that we will leave, but we are too afraid to And we say we will go underground

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Come Gather Round Us -- side project of Catherine Feeny and her husband, producer Sebastian Rogers -- recorded their second album in the fall of 2009 over the course of 4 days in front of a small studio audience. Due to scheduling conflicts, Despair? wasn't mixed until the summer of 2010. After almost a year away from the recording, ideas came fast to the four band members about how to enhance, but keep the integrity of the original recording.

"We used a lot of restraint," said Rogers. "We had connected with so many exciting players in Portland, but we wanted add one strong element to each song, not six."

"We kept it simple, says Feeny. "We'd both been down that other road, and this was about exploring something different—making more with less."

Despair features all originals - four by Feeny, five by Rogers and one by Mike Danner - with songs that range from "Home" (Feeny), the stripped opener with just the right touches of accordian and a double bass about a struggle to find peace amid feelings of hopelessness and dislocation, to "Holy White Ghosty", a personal and open letter to a generation of political and social moderates and their untapped power. Other standouts include "Windchime" (Feeny), about the clarity that comes from a self-imposed trip to the deep end, "Freedom or Death" (Rogers), a calling out of American ethnocentrism and media censorship and "Frontline", starting at South by Southwest, a first person account of chasing the dream. With threads of raw, sensual and politically charged songwriting throughout, and helmed by two of the best unsung singer-songwriters of their generation, Despair? stands to be one of the strongest collection of original folk pop songs released in 2011.

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released February 14, 2011

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Come Gather Round Us Portland, Oregon

COME GATHER ROUND US was born in January 2009, but conceived months before by husband and wife team Catherine Feeny and Sebastian Rogers in the throws of a 12,000-mile U.S. living-room tour. Jon Neufeld (Black Prairie) and Mike Danner round out the line-up of this passionate demi-prog protest-folk outfit. ... more

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